Failed

I had been trying to learn French and Japanese on my own. I bought my Japanese language book and French for Dummies few months back from Kinokuniya. 

Hmmmm...... i had been trying to learn these two foreign languages and still fail till now.  In fact, even though I had been staying in Serdang for more than 1 year, I still can converse in Cantonese!!!! Sad isn't it. PP is a Cantonese from Sarawak. Before he started working, I try to learn speak in Cantonese, ended up sound very very weird and kena gelak. Once gelak, habis lor. My housemate is also a Cantonese from Perak. Each time trying to converse in cantonese..... sure kena gelak one. Then due to high ego, I speak back in Mandarin.

After weeks of trying to learn speaking in Cantonese, I gave up or should I say, I "postponed" my learning process.

I still failed to learn extra language or dialect. Hmmm, next semester, I will try to register into language course to learn either French or Japanese. Hmmmm........Bonjour and Sayonara. 

So which one?

To be honest and be your real self

     or keep on denying about who you really are?

To be a coward by ending your life to stop the torment in your heart

    or brave enough to live another tormenting day?

To risk jeopardizing your friendship by confessing your love to him

    or keep on having your crush on him which will lead to nowhere?

To be the first one to say "I love you"

     or wait if he will say it to you?

To chase your dream thousand of mile away from your loved one

    or to stay with your loved one even though he say it's okay? 

To endure a long distance relationship

     or to end a potential long-term relationship?

To have sex with people you barely knows

     or to make love with people you loved?

To tell your loved one the truth and hurt them

     or living a lie and cry yourself to sleep?

To come out from closet and risk being isolated by family

     or relieved of all the secret you are keeping for all this years?

To hurt your mum feeling about your darkest secret

     or taking a chance that she will accept you?

To continue screwed long-term relationship

    or to accept third party's love who promise you happiness?

To continue love one another like there is no tomorrow

     or stop it as religion forbids?

To read this and admit it's about you

    or to pretend that you don't care but you really do?

Complicated

People (plu, straight, guy, gal, single, couples etc)

 likes to involve in complicated situation

People around them can see the obvious,

but why can't they?

Guys,

When you face problems

and you need to make a decision

 this is what you should do

make a list

Pro and cons

When you make a list of pro and cons,

sometime you will see how silly you are if you continue with your plan

Some decision are made based on risk,

some based on logic

Some are just being stupid.

Haiz.....

sometimes i wonder why human is at the top of the food chain~

MOST OF THEM DON'T DESERVE IT!!

Well, putting that aside,

Some of my friends came out to their family ended up being isolated. Come on, Maybe their sexual orientation are different, they are still your sons. The one that used to make you laugh, the one that you know for his entire life, the one that cried to you when he has problems. 

Hmmm.....

But, I chose not to come out  to my family yet.

Too many cons (well that will be another story),

Too many unknowns 

However,

 Some are lucky, 

Accepted even by their in-laws (if you know who I am talking about)

Lastly,

Tackle the problem~

Don't let the problem tackle you

Make the right decision,

Follow your hearts,

but sometimes ask your brain.

If both cannot make any conclusion, make the list!!!

我和他的99天 (Our 99 days)

I wonder how many had watched this drama before. The drama was casted by dj's from gayradio.hk. The drama is kinda amateurish but it is quite nice and maybe reminiscent to some of the plu out there.

The story revolves around the gay community in Hong Kong.  It depicts the dilemma and problem faced by most queer during their adolescent or when they started to enter the gay circle before settled down. There are stories involving gay being bullied, isolated by family, unable to find stable relationship, too attach to previous relationships, and many more. However the drama is quite short, made up of 8 episodes and each episode about 10- 15 minutes.

One of the main points in the story is to stress on importance of safe sex (for those who like to dicking around). The title <Our 99 days> is taken on the encounter of a character on his boyfriend final 99 days before his dead due to AIDS. The story also reminds us all that despite having fun, when troubles come, we all want to turn back times before it happened.

Characters:

Ben: Portrayed to be matured and still in grief on the death of his boyfriend, Zac. After Zac's death, he opened a blog entitle 我和他的99天 (Our 99 days).

Mike: After failed in his previous relationships, he ought to fun instead of love. Was labelled as "hamsap sei gay lou" by Chris. He was said to like "flirting with gorgeous guy" by Don.

Jerry: Despite being very famous among the gay community in HK, he is deeply in love with Mike.

Don: A friend of Tom. Victim of bully in his school after he came out of closet. He is very comfortable with his sexuality and don't mind showing his queer's side around Tom.

Chris: He is very new in the scene (involves in gay relationships and any activity related)

Zac: Ben's ex-boyfriend. The title of the drama is taken from the story of the last days between Ben and Zac.        Zac died of AIDS.

Tom: Dora's younger sister and Don's best friend. He had been in hiding his sexuality orientation from his family and friends. He also had been into 14 relationships despite being in the scene for 4 years (4 relationships in 10 years) and is still a high school student.

Dora: Tom's older sister. A cool sister that any plu would like to have - understanding and very supportive.

How to get the drama:
1. It is available in Youtube together with English Subtitles. Just type "我和他的99天 " The drama is in Cantonese but the subtitle will be of a great help for the non-cantonese speaking audience.

A scene in the opening theme

                            

KL, Food and I (2)

This post is again related to my first visit to KL 3 years ago.

After my trip, I will be back to Sarawak for my practical course which is in Mukah and will it will ate up my whole holiday period. So I will have to be careful with my budget even though Uncle Lim had given me extra to spend. If you all remember, during that period, the petrol price also hike up. But that will be another different story.

In Sarawak, fast food outlet that we have (during that time) are KFC, Pizza Hut, Marrie Brown (Miri and Bintulu only), Mc Donald (Miri, Sibu and Kch only) and Sugarbun (not available in peninsular). So as for the remaining 3 days, I also spend a bit of time at Papa John, Dunkin' Donut and other outlets. Oh ya, we also don't have Star Buck in Sarawak. A big state but very limited choice of places to go.

I was staying at Tunes Hotel in this Medan Tuanku during that period. As a student with big budget in hand I also did some shopping. The most memorable place I shopped at is at the Sogos. Ulu people in KL memang like that 1.

Shopping punya shopping, I did not forget to buy my PP punya clothing. Ya, we had just started to have relationship that time. He is taller than me about 174 and is very very slim. Luckily, CS is having the same body size. If not, I would have to guess his shirts, and pants size. Well I bought those as a surprise for him and guess what all those cloth really fits when I reach Sarawak.

My last dinner in KL (during the trip) is at Jalan Alor at Bukit Bintang. I can remember the crabs, the prawns and also the price tag. But again thanks to Uncle Lim ^^ - I barely brought back RM 2000+ and barely survived my practical due to the increase in petrol price.

So there goes my first trip to KL. Oh ya, PP didn't join the trip because our time table are different. During the trip, he was having his final semester examination and ended when we head back to Sarawak. I would have been great if he was to join us. But after my practical, I also prepared a surprise for him - using my influence, I manage to switch blocks and become his room mate - commemorate the starting of my most unforgettable final year in my campus.

KL, Food and I (1)

I am from Sarawak. I like good food. However, in Sarawak, if you don't know how to search, you won't be able to find a good place to eat.

My first time to KL is in the year 2007. 6 days 5 nights trip. The trip was joined by HK, his younger brother and sister, his gf, his two other friends -which I had forgotten their name, XY and me. My first night is spent at none other on Genting. Stayed there for 2 nights. The next 3 nights is spent in KL at Tunes Hotel.

As a student, my budget is not that much - planning for RM500 for the whole course (include flight ticket). However as a person who grew up in a family exposed to all types of gambling, I manage to get Mr Lim Goh Tong to sponsor my trip there. So instead of RM 500 for whole trip, I got a whooping RM 5000 for the whole trip.

One of my friend, HK mentioned about a place famous of sushi buffet in Bukit Bintang. So I surfed the internet and found out the place is called Jogoya. Thats how I first fell in love with Jogoya. On the night going to Jogoya, HK ffk (fong fei kay) and instead he went to Sunway. So in the end, I went there with XY and a friend who just arrived to KL, my current housemate, CS.

In Sarawak, sushi is not really easy to find compare to nowadays. Before that visit, I only ate cucumber sushi from my school fair (sad right?). My first dish in Jogoya is the salmon sushi and other sushi. Some may say I am stupid, but come on, as a person who never tasted sushi before, that justified my choice.

Next stop is Oyster and other sashimi. In the same time, I also ordered hand rolls, shark fin soups and the chicken soups. 1 specialty in Jogoya is the coconut. very refreshing. Besides that is the Haargen daz ice cream ^^ .

I had been searching for the pix from that trip but seems like, the pictures had been gone forever.

Well so far I had been to Jogoya for 3 times. i wonder when will be my next time to Jogoya.  

About me

Nothing much to say in fact. Currently I am doing my postgraduate in a local university in Malaysia (UPM there). My field is on soil fertility but will mainly dealt with earthworm and vermicompost. Ever since I finish my secondary school, I had this type of bad habit in scoring enough-enough in my study. Thing is, people seems to sacrifice a lot of their time in study and neglect a lot of fun. I rather score 70-79 without studying than 80-90 sacrificing a lot of my time memorizing my notes @@. So resultwise I am in the average group and non-studious group.

My past time activity is mainly spent in front of my laptop. I enjoy playing games especially dota (defense of the ancients). My favorite character is Kardel Sharpeye a.k.a Sniper. Some people said the hero reminds me to them.... short (T_T).  Compare to my friends, I prefer playing without short key (in fact I never uses 1). This year commemorate my sixth years in the game (pub-gamers).







I like making jokes - cold and dirty jokes...... Some people likes it. Some people annoyed by me from time to time. I loved Xiao Zhong (小钟) joke. Cold but cute. Hahahahaha. Dun forget our very own Mr Jacky Wu also.





Whizkid is a nickname which people used to called me beside ET, sotong (why sotong? I still dun understand), old fox or 老狐狸 (among my chess friend long long time ago) and many more. I am used to any of these nickname.

Books, is comic considered as book? Well if non pictorial book, I used to like detective stories and never tired of the supernatural stories.  I also love history and religion book or should I say book on mythology. My favorite author is Jin Yong 金庸 and I love reading his book on The Condor Heroes （神鵰侠侣）, Duke of Mount Deer （鹿鼎记）and The State of Dignity (笑傲江湖). I also enjoy watching dramas made out of these novel.

My favorite color is blue and my favorite number is 9. My favorite movie of all time is Karate Kid - Pat Morita and Ralph Macchio version. Favourite HK drama of all time is The Divine Retribution or 大时代. My favourite series used to be the X-file but for now, I also loved Ugly Betty, Heroes and Glee (wtf?!).

I enjoy eating and watching movies (who doesn't? Provided they can support their spending). Well for now I think thats all from me.

My first post

So after few weeks (months) of visiting some local interesting blogs, I had decided to create my own blog on Malaysia Day (patriotic, ain't I?).

As my blog title suggest everything I write will be based on my point of view, be it right or wrong. Well in my realm I am the one who make the decision anyway.

My promise is at least a post a day unless if I am away. I will tell more of me in next post.